.:: selamat tinggal 2010, selamat datang 2011! ::.

with the name of Allah the Most Merciful the Most Beneficent

tinggal lagi kurang sejam je 2010 akan melabuhkan tirai..

so in less than 60 min, 2011 will come!

hehe, a new year, a new experience to seek..

owhh, i love adventures!

my speech for 2010 :

well klu nk sum up apa yg dh jd along 2010 ni mmg lenguh la jari ni nk menaip..

truly, lots of bigger things happened..

big and very affecting.

the biggest thing was ive turn 20.. (:

yg lain, malas nk ulas.. haha.. :p

ringkasnya,

 ada yang pergi, ada yang hadir..

some people come into our lives an quickly go..

some stay for a while and leave footprints on our heart..

and we are never, ever the same..

my speech for 2011 :

im welcoming u with my all heart!

semoga tahun baru aku akan menjadi lebih baik,

hidup yang lebih bermakna,

dan pengalaman yang lebih mematangkan..

semoga hidup lebih berwarna! (:

>>> c0loUrS <<<

 last but not least,

happy new year 2011!

.:: g - o - o - d - b - y - e ::.

with the name of Allah the Most Merciful the Most Beneficent

ehe, got something fun from my dear fren ain syafikah.. kikiki..nmpk ni trus ain eksited gile nk wat.. haha, maybe sbb dia pasal music kot, cuz i luv music so much! well, songs really express u, rite? well, lets shuffle the 595 songs from my dear w980i!

the rules :

1. Put your music library on shuffle. 
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer. 
3. You must write that song title as the answer to the question, no matter how silly it sounds! Most of the time they seem to work though, strangely enough. 
4. Ok, go!
5. When you're done, tag at least 20 people in this note, and make sure to tag the person who sent you this. The answer to #20 is the Title of your note.

1. If someone says, “Is this okay?”

Just A Dream - Nelly 

.:: ehe, apakah yang hanya mimpi tu ehk? ain mmg selalu mimpi pun.. :p

2. How would you describe yourself? 

Something Bout Love - David Archuleta

.:: love?? ((:

3. What do you like in a guy/girl?

Nothing On You - B.o.B ft Bruno Mars 

.:: serious? hahaha.. 

4. How do you feel today? 

Gozen 4 ji - Yamashita Kousuke

.:: a soundtrack from Hana Yori Dango.. soft, calm, serene.. i guess its how i feel today.. (:

5. What is your life’s purpose?

Walk Away - Kelly Clarkson

.:: oOps.. mcm xde tujuan.. xkn asyik nak pegi je kn?

6. What's your motto?

Next To You - Jordin Sparks 

.:: next to whom?

7. What do your friends think of you?

Dance With Me - Drew Seeley

.:: erk? haha.. 

8. What do you think of your parents?

Revolusi - Bunkface

.:: rocknye lagu utk mama & ayah.. tapi, actually its true., there's a change in the atmosphere now.. thank God.. (:

9. What do you think about very often?

Aeinmandeulgi - SS 501

.:: soundtrack BBF, nk tau x maksud dia apa? Making A Lover.. -.-

10. What is 2 + 2?

Never Again - Kelly Clarkson

.:: hihi, mcm cik ain syafikah, sy x fhm dgn soklan nih..

11. What do you think of your best friend(s)?

Resistance - Muse 

.:: intro yg superb!^^

12. What do you think of the person you like?

Clocks - Coldplay

.:: ehem, maybe ttg masa kot.. jam = masa, of course..

16. What will you dance to at your wedding?

Metamorphosis - Hilary Duff 

.:: hope nanti cantik macam rama-rama..haha!

17. What will they play at your funeral?

Love So Sweet - Arashi

.:: love + pray i hope.. (:

18. What is your biggest fear?

It's True - BSB

.:: hurm, maybe.. kadang-kadang saya lari kenyataan.

19. What is your biggest secret?

The Outside - Taylor Swift

.:: ada apa kat luar??

20. What will you post this as?

Goodbye - Secondhand Serenade

.:: haha! tajuk yang shocking.. to certain person.. yes, you.. :p

hehe.. funny.. truly funny! lagu yang 5 bln x dgr pn ada.. haha.. hurm, harap jugak la kan lagu Safest Place To Hide-Bsb, Gravity-Coldplay n others from my top list.. (:

.:: White Rose, My Star, a Bless ::.

with the name of Allah the Most Merciful the Most Beneficent

White roses represent innocence and purity and are traditionally associated with  new beginnings. The white rose is also a symbol of honor and reverence, and white rose arrangements are often used as an expression of remembrance. Representing, humility, purity and innocence, the white rose - often referred to as the bridal rose - is associated with young love. Also symbolizing truth and reverence, it sends a message of loyalty and says "I am worthy of you."

mesmerizing..

yeah, someone put a charm on me.

i lost my word..

azriatul farahain yg selalu byk sgt bnda nk ckp ni dah x reti put words into sentence..

and that is CODE BLUE!

why code blue?

because, it is a medical term used to indicate a patient is requiring immediate resuscitation..

haha, my heart stop beating last night..

terkejut sangat..

 

it touches my heart and i feel like crying..

muhammad aslam

betullah,

kamu memang adalah satu rahmat.. (:

.:: Hidup Berdasarkan Pilihan ::.

with the name of Allah the Most Merciful the Most Beneficent

"the longer i live, the more i realize the impact of attitude on life. attitude, to me, is more important than facts. it is more important than the past, the education, the money, than circumstances, than failure, than successec, than what other peple think or say or do. it is more importance than appearance, giftedness or skill.it will break a company.. a ____..a home. the remarkable thing is we have a choice everyday regarding the attitude we will embrace for that day. we cannot change our past.. we cannot change that people will act in a certain way. we cannot change the inevitable. the only thing we can do is play on the one string we have, and that is our attitude. i am convinced that life is 10% what happens to me and 90% of how i react to it. and so it is with you.. we are in charge of our Attitudes." ~ Charles R. Swindoll

yes, hidup berdasarkan pilihan.. 

n pilihan2 kita tu yang menjadikan kita adalah kita hari ini. 

pilihan tu x semestinya nak kena pilih baju apa yg kita nk pakai hari ni, atau mlm nanti nk makan ap or watsover.. haha, hidup ni lebih dari sekadar pilihan baju dan makan.

attitude..

when anything happen to us, we choose how to react wif it. bukan orang lain, tapi kita. pernah x terlintas dalam hati, 

"kalau la aku x buat mcm ni dulu, mesti takkan jadi mcm ni."

"kalau aku pilih ni dulu, mesti hidup aku lebih baik."

hehe, well manusia.. kadang2 ayat2 tu selalu terlintas dalam hati ni.. tapi sebenarnya, perkataan 'kalau' tu adalah jalan masuk untuk syaitan. nauzubillah.. ya sebab kata2 tu akan buat kita tak redha terhadap apa juga yang dah jadi dalam hidup kita.

pernah tak tengok cite 13 going 30? hehe, ada satu part tu yg paling aku igt.. time tu jennifer garner dh jadi 30 n hidup dia dh jd serabut masa tu, n ad ms tu dia tanya mak dia, "mom, do you have any regrets in your life?" (lbh kurang mcm tu la..) n masa tu mak dia terdiam,n berfikir panjang.. n then dia jwb, tak ada. yes mmg kadang2 dia rasa mcm dia buat pilihan yang salah. tapi bila dia fikir2 balik, dia rasa content dgn pilihan2 tu sbb dgn pilihan2 tu la hidup dia macam skrg.. (mcm tu la kot, ad la sket lain bunyi dia maybe,x igt,dh lama tgk cite tu.)

pilihan aku?

MY PAST
haha, kalau masa tu la, kisah2 silam tu mmg menyakitkan. tapi sekarang, when i think of them, it makes me smile. walaupun masa2 dulu fikiran memang x matang dalam membuat pilihan, tapi pilihan2 tu la yang guide diri aku utk pilih which road must i take.

to hikma hashiqin : if u read this, i really miss u so much.

MY PRESENT

hurm, kdg2 apa yang dh jadi ms dulu mmg akan memberi efek pada pilihan2 yang aku pilih sekarang. maaf kalau kdg2 im seem selfish. its not it, just hati2.. cuma sekarang, bila tiba masa utk buat pilihan, jujurnya aku banyak dengar kata hati. sebab lintasan hati tu kdg2 ilham dari DIA. tapi kata hati tu dibatasi dgn fikiran yang waras. itu sudah pasti.

MY FUTURE

hidup ini adalah teka-teki. sometimes it becomes a surprise, but sometimes it is expected cuma the way dia dtg tu yang kdg2 kita x expect. well, im just follow the flow! (:

we do have regrets.. its not regrets actually, but we just wondering what would happen if we chose the road not taken.

moral of the story : bijaklah ketika membuat pilihan.