.:: Doubt ::.

For the first time,
that doubt has come.

I make myself deaf, when anyone, everyone questioning my choice.

I make myself blind, when the truth spread before my eyes.

I make myself numb. Numb enough to shut all the pain that stabbed repeatedly before just because I trusted my choice.

I make myself believe that someday you will understand, accept me for my being and be grateful,  cherish for what we had.

But first time in 4 years 3 months and 4 days,
that doubt has come.

Now it is matter of fate. I won't choose anymore.

Berhenti Menangis, Ain.

Dah la.
Tak payah nangis sangat.

Kalau dia sayang kau dia takkan buat kau macam ni.

Simple.

Buat apa kau nak hujan2 untuk orang yang tak kisah pasal kau?

Kau je yang bodoh.

Macam selalu.

Dah ya Ain.
Berhenti menangis.
Ajar diri kau untuk terima kenyataan yang dia tak sayang kau lagi.
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