.:: Greetings, Ramadhan! ::.

with the name of Allah Most Compassionate Most Merciful

RAMADHAN IS HERE by Asma Sadia

One night I heard a knock on my door;
Who can it be,I wasn't quite sure.
I open the door and am filled with glee;
The visitor ahead is no stranger to me.

I welcome the guest with utmost delight;
For I know it has come to give me respite.
An air of happiness fills the space;
My home now seems, a better place!

Have you any clue who this visitor could be?
Yes!its Ramadhan,the month of mercy.
The pious and righteous can't await its arrival;
Others seem to greet it, with waves of denial.

For Allah(SWT) we fast from dawn to dusk;
For Him our breath is the fragrance of musk.
The muslims who pray and fast with zest;
Are aware of the rewards of this month manifest.

Throughout this month we weep and repent;
Now is the time to strongly lament.
And those who shun this sacred month;
on the Day of Reckoning will face the brunt.

In the last ten nights,hides the Night of Decree;
Allah(SWT) then awaits for his slaves to plea.
The angels descend with Gabriel(AS) in the lead;
To check on the steadfast and record every deed.

A feeling of grief now fills my heart;
As the month of Ramadhan will soon depart.
So lets make a start and worship Him alone;
Now that the worth of this month is known.

Alhamdulillah, Ramadhan kali ni fully kat Malaysia! That's a best gift that He gave to me.. Thank You, Allah. Hoping cukup la pose 30 hari kali ni.. (ecece..)

hurm, here a piece of hadith that I found very comforting.. Hope u feel that too.. (:

The Almighty Allah says,

"When a servant thinks of Me, I am near. When he invokes Me, I am with him. If he reflects on Me in secret, I reply in secret, And if he acknowledges Me in an assembly, I acknowledge him in a far superior assembly."

- Prophet Muhammad (SAW), as reptd by Abu Huraira

.:: Picture Talking (: 3 ::.

(@^^@)

.:: Dreams, Brainwaves & Instinct ::.

with the name of Allah the Most Merciful Most Beneficent

DREAMS

Sweet dreams, nightmare.

I'm sure everyone has experienced these two.

Tapi kadang2 enjoy jugak dengan mimpi ni..

chasing zombies -sebab main game Plant vs Zombies sepanjang hari

jadi Hermione - sebab baca Harry Potter before tido & banyak lagi la kalau nak list semua.

atau sometime selalu jugak dapat nightmare especially hantu ntah pape ntah (takut nk taip -.-)

tapi yang lagi bagusnya, sure la terjaga time2 dekat kul 3 pagi (ya, mereka kata itu waktu aktif).

so sape la yang x kecut perut lagi kan?

kalau jaga ada xpe, tapi kalau jaga pulak tido yang susah tu.

berpeluh-peluh sebab tekap muka dengan bantal.

hee~

recently, which was something new, i dream about someone tried to kill me.

Gila.

But there is one mysterious thing about my dreams.

Ohh, perhaps some of my friends too.

Percaya tak ada few mimpi aku yang dah jadi kenyataan?

Opss, ni bukan macam dreams come true bunyi2 fairy tale tu..

bukan2, ni mimpi yang jadi dalam kehidupan seharian aku.

Mimpi tu selalunya agak mengganggu fikiran, then beberapa hari lepas tu dia jadi betul.

Dia bukan macam yang kita sebut dejavu ke apa, tak.

Dia mimpi, kita ingat mimpi tu, then kita cite kat kawan kita, then 3 hari lepas tu jadi betul.

Huhu, sekarang dah ada 3 mimpi yang jadi macam tu.

BRAINWAVES

Hurm,

masa tu selalunya aku akan mengelamun jauh teringatkan seseorang, lepas 1-2 saat lepas tu, mesej dari orang tu akan masuk.

Hebat kan?

is it brainwaves or something? a bond?

entah lah.

firstime aku perasan benda ni time aku kat PASUM, masa tu teringat kat Nurul Husna then tiba-tiba mesej dari husna masuk.

or recently,

teringat kat orang Melaka, pastu tiba-tiba je mesej dari dia sampai.

atau pernah jugak masa tu aku mesej SSZZ goodnite, tiba-tiba dia cakap aku seolah-olah tahu dia sedang teringatkan aku.

(:

u see that??

i love this feeling.

tolong beritahu aku apa nama fenomena ni,okay? 

(hope dah ada orang kaji benda ni)

INSTINCT

hurm, yang ni susah sket nak cerita.

betul ke instinct ni satu kata hati?

selalunya instinct ni akan bagi aku warning sign bila aku nak lakukan something.

sometimes towards people around me too.

instinct tak sama dengan prediction, okay?

contoh paling simple,

masa tu aku nak keluar and aku pakai satu pin ni, time nak pasang tu, tiba-tiba ada satu lintasan hati yang cakap pin ni akan hilang.

tapi of course, aku main langgar je la kan, then betul. pin tu hilang.

entahlah, aku rasa instinct aku 57% betul.

and that's the scariest thing yang akan buat aku over cautious.

Over cautious yang akan hurt orang sekeliling aku.

these three little things are so amazing. semakin kerap dia berlaku, semakin aku awe dengan kuasa Sang Pencipta. Subhanallah.

.:: Farewell, Harry Potter. ::.

with the name of Allah the Most Merciful the Most Beneficent

Last wednesday, i watched Harry Potter And the Deathly Hallows part 2 with my beloved mom n sis.

well, perasaan ms tu sangat2 bahagia.

even the night before, excited tu sudah terasa.

plan asal untuk menonton HP7 di Ipoh bersama teman2 SK8 tidak kesampaian..

sumpah frust sbb Ipoh je tempat yg paling dekat adanya 3D..

(4 Siti Shafikah, sy sgt jeles dgn anda ye? -.-)

actually perasaan frust tu mmg dh rasa since Ee declare dy dh tgk dlu. haih~

okey, now, the movie.

:D

well, obviously it was not a disappoinment!

okey, disappointment is a sadness or displeasure caused by the non-fulfillment of one's hopes or expectations.

believe it or not, rasa itu langsung x wujud.

haha, 10 minutes the movie started, i can't stop smiling.

sumpah bahagia. 

then start la all the breath-taking adventures and magic sparks by Harry, Ron and Hermione vs Lord Voldemort.

thumb up kepada David Yates sebab : 

(1) mata saya berair masa Professor Snape mati kena bunuh dengan si ular besar, Nagini. (bkn anaconda ye?)

(2) apa yang saya gambarkan Hogwarts dah x macam rupa sekolah masa saya baca novel tu real.

(3) makes me laugh once in a while dengan dialog2 yang best, (paling suke part Prof. Mcgonagall summon stone army dari dinding castle)

and two thumbs up, because it overwhelmed me knowing there is no HP to be wait again.

:(

I will miss you three..

.:: All . I . Need ::.

One Republic : Say (All I Need)

"Do you know where your heart is?

                  Do you think you can find it?
               Or did you trade it for something

Somewhere better just to have it?"

old song.

baru jatuh hati,

boleh nangis.

serious.

oh, mungkin untuk aku je.

.:: Container ::.

with the name of Allah the Most Merciful Most Beneficent

GELAP

tapi aku harus berani tinggal di dalamnya.

LEMAS

sesak, tapi cukuplah udara yang sedikit untuk seketika.

SAKIT

oh, sakit itu perlu.

SENYAP

aku perlu semua itu.

hati ini harus tenang.

jiwa itu harus tenteram.

biarlah, sekejap sahaja.

You should say something, because your silence is deafening.

semoga container itu kuat.

semoga container itu kukuh, tak rapuh.

.:: Girlfriend ::.

with the name of Allah the Most Merciful Most Beneficent

last sunday, i had a date with my bestgirl.

:D

so glad to meet her..

kita 'click'!

huu, tapi x lame pun kitorg keluar..

watching movies : Tolong Awek Aku Pontianak!

haha! sumpah klaka..

naseb baik klaka, klu x ada la makhluk sorg ni jd tukang jerit..

ehehe..

then g Tesco, n bought a new cloth..

((:

FYI, it's da same with her,sbb jatuh hati la kt bju pa, cantek!

A best friend isn't someone who's just always there for you. It's someone who understand you a bit more than you understand yourself.

she is one of them,

and the craziest i ever met.^^

.:: Village Girl's Diary ::.

With the name of Allah the Most Merciful Most Beneficent

i even wore baju kedah n kain batik!hee..

Day 0 : Planning time

Hari sabtu, mama bitau nk balik kg. My kg kt slim village (sbb tu sy slim!hee~). Tp ma ckp balik esok.hurm, opah ok ke?kang nangis plak opah sy.hati dy tu cpt sgt t’sentuh tu..then,hurm,stay la 4 a week..dh lame x stay lme2 sorg kt kg..last time ms kecik2 dlu..pastu, tnye ma,bole ke?ma kte bole,hari jumaat ee amik..next, mental physical preparation..ap bende ak nk kne bwk ny?astro xde,tenet xde..haha..laptop wajib.bwk la drama korea ‘playful kiss’ andi tu..owh ye, kne inform bos sorg ni yg aku balik kg..stay plk tu kn?hee..

Day 1 : Opah!

Otw. Cik shazatul msg,asking me out for a date..sian my babe sorg tu..suppose ak kua dgn dy..tgk cte transformers ktenye..s0rry ye pa?i’ll make it up to u..hu~

Sampai kg, opah hepy!dh mlm bru smpai cuz b’tolak lmbt..seraut wajah opah.. (: garis-garis tua yg menyelitkn seribu pengalaman sepanjang 90 thn opah b’diri di dunia ni..alhamdulillah, opah umurny pnjg.arwah atuk dh lme meninggalkn opah.. hurm,ms tu umur aku dlm 1 or 2 thn laa..(al-Fatihah utk atuk).mlm, tdo dgn opah n eena!

Day 2 : meet my cous!

hr ni mkcik,k.lang n danil dtg dr kl..dh lm e x jmpe dowg..mkcik wt serawa.. sedap! serawa tu ialah santan+gula pastu msk kejap ats api. Pastu, tuang atas buah macang yg tlh dihiris halus2..hee,suke!^^

ptg sket, aku,ee,danil,k.lh n eena g mndi kt sg.bil..hu,sg yg tlh jd sebahagian dr childhood aku..sumpah sejuk gle!

Kul 6.30 ptg, dowg sume balik..tgllah aku n opah..hu, agk sedih sbnanye..ehe..

Day 3 : knows your origin

Tghr tu, lepas msk, dok sembang2 dgn opah..opah cte pengalaman dy ms zmn komunis dlu.. opah cte psl ad sorg sedara opah kne tembak dgn komunis kt dada..lgsg meninggal..then, ada sorg cina, kebetulan baik dgn arwah atuk,bitau atuk suh pindah tempat lain cuz komunis nk cari atuk, ajk join komunis.. opah cte mlm tu lgsg x psg pelita, mkn dlm gelap, semayang dlm gelap sbb takut komunis dtg..smpai ke subuh..siang tu siap2 brg,kain baju sume..mlm, opah,atuk,mklong (3 thn) n mkngah (1 thn) lari,jalan kaki ke stesen keta api smpai ke mn ntah..hehe..pastu naik sampan smpai ke penang..(ms tu jambatan xde yep?) sampan tu opah ckp beli dgn jual brg kemas opah..(dlu opah byk rantai gelang,intan..~opah pgl aku intan..).ms tu kne la tgu bape jam ntah,(opah kte lame) sbb tgu air pasang..opah ckp ms tu mkngah n mklong diam je..mybe dowg sndr pn phm situasi tu cane..x menangis pon..lps air psg, ms atuk tolak sampan tu, tbe2 t’langgar jala cina..(kecoh gle la cina tu!) cepat2 atuk tolak smpn tu..ms tu opah cte ombak tinggi sangat..(tinggi rumah!~kte opah).abes ombak msuk dlm sampan..(atuk ujung sn,opah pulak ujung sini..opah karih la ayor kuar dr sampan. Nangeh2 opah tuang ayor. Lg 1 inci ayor laut nk penuh sampan~cte opah). Haih,cuba bygkn kte kt tgh2 laut tu dgn ombak tggi rumah..t’balik smpn tu konfem lemas..opah ckp nsb baik atuk pandai layar smpn..opah sndr ckp, klu x,xde la opah..(xde opah,xde la ma.xde ma,xdela ain). Kul 3 ptg esok,bru la opah smpai ke pantai..ms tu dh ad sedara atuk tgu..opah cte ms tu sume org nangis..b’syukur sbb Allah selamatkn opah,atuk,mklong n mkngah..opah tgl kt penang lame..lepas bpe thn, barula opah balik ke slim..

Day 4 : How ma met ayah?

Hee, another tale from opah..elok je lps pindah brg ke kabinet bru opah n lunch sume..opah cte camane mama jmpe dgn ayah..hehe,eksited! Ms tu ma mengajar kt trolak utara, ayah kt trolak selatan..ms tu jmpe lepas ma ad game kt tapah. Tbe2 one day ma balik kg,ma bitau ad org laki nk dtg rumah (ayah la tu!hehe..) jumpe la ayah dgn atuk..xtw la dowg sembang psl ap..hee..ntah bpe lme lps tu, ayah dtg lg.. ms tu opah xde,opah g mekah..atuk je tgl..ms tu la ayah bitau hajat ayah kt atuk..atuk kte, tgu opah balik dlu dr mekah.. balik je opah dr mekah,atuk bitau la psl ayah..opah kte,ikut atuk la..opah ckp,sblm ni byk dh org minang ma, tp atuk kte bia la dlu..dia(ma) nk belajo lg.. Alhamdulillah, jodoh ayah dgn ma.. ayah dtg minang ma dgn atuk n opah manjung.. then kawen la!ayah ckp ayah kawen umur 27,so ma 26 la..pastu??ain lahir la!^^

Ehe, tu version opah.. version ma n ayah msti la lg complete.. haha,nk korek la balik ni!ngeh3~

Opah demam plak tbe2 ptg tu..adui, blur nk wt ap..panadol, picit kepala opah..

Mlm : unstable. Handphone off.

Day 5 : Me, a doctor-to-be

Hr ni msk ikan gulai taucu n sayur opah. (aku ni x reti msk,so msk simple tu rs agak b’bangga la dgn dr sndr.. :D) ptg td, opah suh g tgk mklong kt rumah dia sbb dh 2 hari x dtg jenguk opah.. mklong tgh tdo, bru kelmarin dia balik dr hospital..lelah. sembang2 tnye la dia dh mkn ubat ke blom..(ubat mkn dh,ubat sedut blum~kte mklong). Aku pn tgk la ubat mklong tu.. ad inhaler MDI..ad 2, 1 pakai hari2,1 pakai emergency cuz yg tu gne salbutamol.. hehe,meh ain aja mklong gne ubat ni.. (dlm kepala ms tu refresh balik ap yg aku practice dlu utk osce)..heheh.(ok,mule2 mklong goncang dlu gini..lps tu, mklong tarik la nfs dlm2 2-3 kali..yg ni, masuk dlm mulut mklong. Nfs yg ke-4 tu, sambil mklong tarik, tekan ubat, sedut dia sekali..lps tu thn nfs kejap..pastu hembus. Ha,ubat ni kne pakai 2x, buat sekali lg.). ehe,lps tu mklong pn try, tp ubat tu x keluar plak.. then aku pn tolong tekan kanester tu ms mklong tarik nfs..haha, then aku pn cte la kt mklong yg aku ad blaja cane nk pake bnde ni kt usu.(jadi ain ada psg ke org la bnde ni ye?~tnye mklong).. (: (haha,xdela..ain buat kt patung je..mklong la org pertama yg ain ajar..).ehe,mklong gelak.

Mlm aku janji nk dtg lg utk ajar dia pakai inhaler tu.. (x takut ke?~tnye mklong) adoi..jgn la tnye..dh t’pk..(xpe,ain ikut depan,ikut blkg x berani) pegi ok je..balik,aihh..mklong tnye lg cmtu..kecut perut la! Sumpah weh,pokok kiri kanan..sebelah uma opah tu ad umah yg dh lme kne tgl..adoi2..pastu mklong igtkn bc ‘bismillah’ yg ad dlm ma’thurat tu..alhamdulillah,selamat.

Demam opah dh baik..thank God. (:

Stable.on handphone. (:

Day 6 : Durian time!

Haha,pokok durian blkg umah opah dh blaja b’buah! Eksited gle ble dgr buah durian tu gugur.dummmm!terus aku lari g kutip..durian tembaga, besar..sedap gle! Untung la tinggal kg..kikiki, opah save 3 utk aku bwk balik mnjung!^^

Azriatul farahain msk lg..kali ni, ayam msk kicap n tlg la campak2 brg dlm gulai lemak terung opah..(yela,tawu la sng..korg dh terer..sy ni bru blaja..ehe~)

Ptg tu wat serawa lg..makan lg..sedap,sedap,sedap! Opah dh start sedih2..yela,cucu dia (aku la) nk balik esok kn?xpe pah..mgu dpn ain dtg lg.. 

t'minum nescafe. cant sleep. messaging. dialling. (:

Day 7 : Heading back

hr ni balik mnjung!ma.ee n eena dtg..ayah x dpt follow cuz ad meeting kt teluk batik. hee, nsb baek ms slm dgn opah td opah ok je.. mgu dpn ain balik lg ye opah? hehe..klaka ble opah tnye janji ye? yep, opah..insyaAllah.

.:: Hey, Boy! Are We the Same? ::.

with the name of Allah the Most Merciful the Most Beneficent

Lelaki vs Wanita or Men vs Women

hee,

menarik! salah satu topik yg kte selalu sgt argue dari mula2 kita tahu ada 2 (2 je ==,) tipe gender, (i mean since 4 years old perhaps?) sampai la ke alam dewasa ni..

who's the best?

hee, tepuk dada tanya iman..

well, malas nak pnjg2 cerita psl ni (takut plak World War III t'cetus plak!)..

hurm actually aku dapat 'lightbulb' (ayat dr. Gru dlm Despicable Me) petang td ms tgk cte kt astro td, 

tajuk Pemandu Jelita..

ada 1 part tu yg aku agak tertarik dgn skrip dia..

kat bawah ni ye?

erm, u ada boyfriend?

boyfriend? xde.. sume laki sama je..

macam hantu raya!

em u plak? ada girlfriend?

heheh.. i single, xde girlfriend..

sume pmpn sme je..

macam pontianak!

(rs cm nk taruk pic kt cny, tp hehe.. nk google pn kecut perut!)

hahaha!

funny actually..

tgk la, dr segi mn yg kita sama tu yep??

jom fikir jauh2 nak?

hee, da prob is not how similar are we..

but, who's the best?

it depends dalam field mana kita berada.

example : pagi td aku mnx tolong kt ee (adik aku) tlg tgkkn paip kt sinki toilet aku tu bocor ntah nape ntah. then dia ckp tutup je la suis yg x bg air kt paip tu lalu. aku ckp la, tlg la tutup ketat sgt la.. then ee tanpa byk ckp pegi la naik atas tgk paip tu.. 5 mnt.. 10 mnt.. hai, suis tu mmg ketat gle ke nk tutup? then aku pn naik la atas tgk ee wat ape.. ms tu tgn ee pgg spanar n ntah xtw la nm dia ap kt tgn ee tu.. eh?dah tukar?-aku b'tnya dgn nada yg awe kt dia.. a'ah dh tukar le, tu pam toilet tu pun ee dh btulkn, air dia melimpah je.. hee~

haha, tu je actually aku nk cite kt sini..

agak t'gamam n t'haru la dgn action ee td..

sbb ak mnx tlg tutup suis paip tu je.. 

hehe, aku lupa, adik aku bukan 5 thn lagi.. dia dah 19 thn..

dh cukup matang utk pakai topi problem-solver dia..

thanks ee!^^

p/s : kesimpulannya, i am good at this and you are good at that. Allah ciptakan kita utk saling melengkapi kan? (;