.:: strangers in the night ::.

with the name of Allah the Most Merciful the Most Beneficent

i had a dream.. and its really bothering me.. the dream makes me shiver.. n i just woke up eventhough there still a few minutes before my alarm clock ringing.. shock. unexpected. pain.

funny.. cuz there's me, u n her.. but she is someone i know very well.. someone who called friend. yes, i know its just a dream.. damn. i guess my sanctuary is not save anymore.. so where else should i go if i need a place where there is no pain? it makes me scared to sleep again.. cuz there is no hope in there anymore..

its not a nightmare.. but its also not a sweetdream.. so,can i call it,, i dunno.. huh~
but the truth is, it makes me realize, that im just an ordinary girl. life cant be so perfect.

dan saya bukan hidup di dunia pari-pari.

 trapped in my dreams

.:: antinausea ::.

with the name of Allah the Most Merciful and the Most Beneficent

hari ni hari ahad.. hari yg mmg t'sgt la ditggu tiap2 minggu.. hurm, ad tggl lg smgu jek b4 ujian tgh semester aka UTS.. smlm dh kelabu mate ngadap bhp.. hehehe.. cuaca panas hari ny.. x taw la knpa dgn matahari yg agaknye x brape puas hati dgn warga medan smpai memancarkn sinar yg huishh! silau kot.. hahaha..

x tawu lah.. perasaan hari ni sgt indah.. x macam semalam yg tiba2 serabut shgga m'nyebabkn diri t'paksa lari ke alam mimpi.. huhu, dunia yg penuh fantasi.. yg x serabutkn kepala.. yg sgt jauh dr realiti.. walaupn kdg2 mimpi yg hadir tu mengundang resah, gelisah.. tp sekurang-kurangnya kite tawu, mimpi bukan nyata! opps! ain dh jauh merepek.. hahaha.. hari ini.. ain dlm mood yg ok, sambil fkrn b'putar m'cari jalan keluar dlm kekusutan membaca bhp yg x reti2 nk abes..telinga disaji dgn mp3, dlm mod shuffle memutar lagu2 yg sbyk 556 dlm handset sony ericsson w980i kesygn tu, sbg pengubat antinausea m'baca bhp.. ohh, lupa.. bhp-bioethics & humanities programme.. etika kedokteran, rekam medis, hukum kesehatan n bla..bla..bla..dan tiba2, lagu yg dh agk lm x keluar, britney spears- sometimes..

lagu ini.. lagu yang sgt tepat dgn situasi dr skrg.. walaupn lgu ny dh lame, zmn si britney ny bdk2 lagi kot.. tp peduli ap kn? hoho, its just the way i feel..so here it is, another soul lines from me..

SOMETIMES - BRITNEY SPEARS

You tell me you're in love with me
Like you can't take your pretty eyes away from me
It's not that I don't want to stay
But every time you come too close I move away

I wanna believe in everything that you say
'Cause it sounds so good
But if you really want me, move slow
There's things about me you just have to know

Sometimes I run
Sometimes I hide
Sometimes I'm scared of you
But all I really want is to hold you tight
Treat you right
Be with you day and night
Baby all I need is time

I don't wanna be so shy
Every time that I'm alone I wonder why
Hope that you will wait for me
You'll see that you're the only one for me

I wanna believe in everything that you say
'Cause it sounds so good
But if you really want me, move slow
There's things about me you just have to know

Sometimes I run
Sometimes I hide
Sometimes I'm scared of you
But all I really want is to hold you tight
Treat you righ
Be with you day and night
Baby all I need is time

Just hang around and you'll see
There's nowhere I'd rather be
If you love me, trust in me
The way that I trust in you

Sometimes I run
Sometimes I hide
Sometimes I'm scared of you
But all I really want is to hold you tight
Treat you right
Be with you day and night
Baby all I need is time

 comel..(:

habes..
perlu komen pjg lebar ke?
x pyh kot..
sbb lirik ini dah cukup direct..

.:: Blissful Aidilfitri ::.

with the name of Allah the Most Merciful and the Most Beneficent

alhamdulillah,
raya kali ni dapat kembali ke tanah air tercinta bagi menyambut hari yang sangat dinantikan selama nih..hurm, memang xkan lupa pengalaman raya kt medan last year..adoi,sgt2 menyedihkan..first tyme dlm hidup beraya x sm dgn family..huhuhu,sadis btol..ad cuti seminggu tyme tu, tp beraya dlm bilik je..hahaha~

on 8th september 2010,
naek firefly ke penang dgn andi n lain2..mmg dlm hati dh eksited gle la nk balik mesia..klu bole nk kol pilot tu suh cepat bagi kitorg boarding..hahaha..well,dlm pesawat tuh,haih,puasa kn,,hurm,x dpt mkn n minum jus free..hehe..sepanjang dlm plane,sambil menjenguk ke langit biru dgn gumpalan cotton candy kaler putih, hati dah m'bayangkan wajah2 family tercinta yg sdg menanti di airport sana..then alhamdulillah..mendarat dgn selamat.. tyme tgu bagasi, dh nmpk family tgu kat hujung tu..ain dh start lambai dah..haha!kne sound plak dgn budak2 tuh..haih,dah eksited kn?hihi~ (:

ain n andi

baju raya..
hehe,on the way balek tu, singgah jap kt tepeng.. cari2 baju raya..mama kate, tema kaler maroon la..tapi ayah kate, kuning nak?kaler diraja tu..mn tawu bleh beraya ke istana kn?huhu~ memang jenuh la pusing tepeng tu cari yg sedondon..akhirnya,dpt gak yg mmg sm cm mama..just ina je laen sket cuz xde saiz..nk cari kaler kuning pn trubble, kuning cair? kuning susu? kuning jagung? hehe~

family terchenta..<3

hurm, raya first kat slim..tyme tu juz my family n family makcik je..tp ad la family pak itam dtg..hehe, x kesah lah..yg penting dpt tebus balik ry thn lepas.. raya ke-2 trus balik manjung..family mk yang balik..n seriously, the next raye mmg sgt busy..pegi beraya kt umah org, xpn org yg dtg umah..well, klu x mmg bkn raye la nmnye kn??but, the most important part, pagi2 raye tu,ad sesi bermaafan dgn mama ayh sume..hehe..n then, makanan!my fav lemang n rendang!hehehe..suke sgt2!^^

lemang n rendang!^^

tapi,
lima hari tu x cukup utk saya..
i wish, next raya i will be there with them again..
insyaAllah..(:

miss vast in raya suit..