.:: Not Your Enemy ::.

with the name of Allah the Most merciful and the Most Beneficent

hurm..
something is happening to me..
within me..
ad sesuatu perubahan yg berlaku..
tp sy x suke itu..
semuanya krn kejadian itu..

well,
lets hear a story..

an enemy c0mes t0 visit me,but i t0ld it t0 go.. 'u came t0o early n in wr0ng time. Plis c0me later when i'm ready.' but it say, 'i will never c0me back.' i l0oked at it n i said, 'then i guess,we will remain enemy..'

Hmm,my enemy cant wait any l0nger.it said, 'i cant stay,this is the best way..'.i asked it t0 make sure, 'd0 u really hv t0 go?'.it smile n say, 'im ur enemy,if i stay,we might get int0 a battle..i 0nly cuz u hurt,n i d0nt want t0 hurt u anym0re..' i l0st my w0rd n im helpless..deep,i kn0w wat i really wanted,but its it ch0ice..i dunn0 h0w t0 make it stay..

i think deeply, 'i cant be selfish.'so i look into my enemy's eyes and i say,
'yup,we'd be better off alone.enemies cant declare a truce..'and it walks away.

as i watch it fade,i talk to myself,
'yes,enemy cannot be trusted..unless we declare friends..' 

kawan?me n my enemy?
its so difficult..its the one i've been guarding myself from..

my enemy..
i saw it hiding behind the wall..
i know it's hoping for me to get there..
or,at least for me to shout its name..
i want to..
and people around me ask me to..
n all the emotions scream for me to..
but im just sit there n cover my ears..
i close my eyes n pretend i dont hear anything..
cuz i cant..i just cant..

huhu,dan tibe2 lagu ny yg ak dgr dlm hati ak..
cm ad makhluk ap ntah pasang speaker kt dlm tu..

"Not Your Enemy"

Sorry for all the times that he lied

And left your heart hangin'

I can't imagine what that feels like

But that was another place

And that was another time

It's not fair to blame me for all his crimes

Just for a minute give me a chance

Let me inside just for a minute

Baby just for a moment

Let me prove I'll do things right

Let down your guard

And show me your colours

Don't fight it anymore

Show me you're with me

Open your arms

I'm not like the others

So don't fight it anymore no

What will it take for me to make you see

I'm not your enemy

Funny on the day that he left

I wasn't even there

It's become a nightmare

But I'll never rest till you give your all

I'll take nothing less till I hear happily ever after

The end

Just for a minute give me a chance

Let me inside just for a minute

Baby just for a moment

Let me prove I'll do things right

Let down your guard

And show me your colours

Don't fight it anymore

Show me you're with me

Open your arms

I'm not like the others

So don't fight it anymore no

What will it take for me to make you see

I'm not your enemy

How do you expect things to get any better

If you keep me on the sideline

Don't you know there's a million things I wanna do

But you gotta meet me halfway you gotta try

Let down your guard

And show me your colours

Don't fight it anymore

Show me you're with me

Open your arms

I'm not like the others

So don't fight it anymore no

What will it take for me to make you see

I'm not your enemy 

tp syg..
sy harap dy dgr..
n i do hope dy akn 'nyanyi' utk sy..
but no,dia xkn..sebab dy DEGIL!

oh ya..
forgot to mention..
my enemy is LOVE..