.:: the 20th ::.

with the name of Allah the Most Merciful the Most Beneficent

20/08/10
hari ulangtahunku ke-20!
ain dh dua puluh..
huhuhu,cm sedih plak xde angka 1 kt depan tu lagi..
rs cm bkn budak2 dah..
mcm dh x bleh nk maen2..
kne lebih serius nk melakar hidup..

hehe,
there's a funny thing bout dat day..
hurm,tepat kul 12,
ak menunggu teman2 housemate dtg ke bilik utk wish..
at list,for those yg belum tdo..
tp,xde..sorg pn xde..
sy agk t'kilan di situ..
kt fb dh ramai yg pos wish..
nk list mmg sgt lah ramai..
(terima kasih kpd mereka..)
ad gak kwn dr mesia send sms..
cik hikma hashiqin dan cik shazatul shifaa..
di ym bersama cik nurul husna.. (:
and a single call from muhammad aslam..
(wic surprising me so much..)
n en. muhamad hanis yg xde intent pn nk wish,
juz nk ckp psl tutorial je sbb tu dy kol..
(saba je la,dh ak igtkn dlu..hayla tutormate..haha~)
last2 wish bunyi cm kene pakse..haha!

but still,
ak pelik..
ehh,apsal budak2 ny x wish2 ny?
jadi sy mengadu hal ini kpd cik husna..
una kate, "ala,dorg saje je tu..tgk la ap jd nti.."
hehe,dan sy hanya mengeluh..
agak terkilan sebenanye..
i thought i wasn't g0od enuf..
seolah-olah,cm 'ish,ak ny x cukup layak ke nk jd slh sorg kwn yg penting dlm hidup dorg..
dan "dowg x syg ak ke??huwaaaa!"
hahaha,yg tu cm over sket..ehehe..
dan sy pn tidur dgn hati yg agk kacau..

kt usu,
ramai la yg wish..
klaka sbnanye..
n cik andi diane ad ckp pd sy siakn buku log cepat2,nti bole buka pose sm2..
"andi nk booking ain mlm tu!"
hehe..klaka..but i smell something fishy..
well bkn la bau ikan..
tp dowg ny semacam je..
hanis n azza ckp sumthg yg wt ak suspect..
'ape la bdk2 ny nk wt kt ak mlm ny..'
jiha n syaf x wish lg ms tu!
bole bayang x????
adesss...terhiris..(over lagi..)huhu..

dan tibalah malam...
menunggu ketibaan limosin pak joko tak b'kunjung tiba..
hahaha..(:
jadi sy mengambil kesempatan itu dgn menelefon family di mesia..
hahaha,mereka mendoakn kesejahteraan sy..
ayah,mama,ee n ina..
ain sayang kamu semua.. <3

kemudian sy dibawa ntah ke mana..
sukenye la bdk2 ny berteka-teki..
syaf,jiha n diana ikot..
(syaf dh wish,jiha blom lg tu..)
tp syg akk n semi x ikot..
haila...
dan akhirnya tibalah ke satu tempat..
seraton seafood..
huish..bia btol bdk2 nyh..
tiba je kt situ dh kelihatan bdk2 nyh,
idham,ajis,syaril,fazly n pait..
(malu si0t!)
haha,segan gle tibe2 je..
mcm la x penah jmpe bdk2 nyh..
dan ketika kaki melangkah ke dalam,
ad k.long,nauli n jaja..
h0ho,x sangke plak ramai..
ingat kite2 je..
ehehehe..

then,
ain pn menjadi sgt ceria..^^
(mknn sdp gle!)
n hanya org2 t'tentu je taw cane sy ble jmpe mknn..
hehehe~
tgh2 maen2 tu,sembang n ketawa tu,
tbe2 dgr lagu 'happy birthday',
speaker tu..hahaha!
pastu ad la waitress tolak troli yg terdapat kek kt atas tu..
aiseh..salu tgk dlm tv je bnde2 cmny..
aduhai mereka..
kalian buat saya terharu.
n kami pn menikmati kek yg siyes sedap gle..
stroberi kt keliling tu!
n aksi suap menyuap pn jadi..
hehehe..

n kemudian,
sy dihadiahi cik nauli n cik andi..
dan kami pulang dgn hati yg gembira..
(ke ak je?insyaAllah semua..)

setiba di rumah,
akhirnya cik najiha pn wish sy..
huhu,klaka...
dan hati sy faham..
mereka merancang utk susahkn hati sy,tp mereka sediakn sy dgn kejutan yg sy x pernah sangka..
mereka sangat nakal!
utk andi diane,
kmu jdkn besday sy ke-20 ny sgt ideal..
terima kasih semua..(:

and to me,myself and I,today u are a twenties..im grateful to be born as u..the azriatul farahain..20 is an early adulthood..may u owez in a right track..may u grab lots of experiences in lyfe..as an adult,ur action,words,thoughts and attitude should be wiser..we will be together in this.best of luck ain..^^

.:: ramadhan datang lagi ::.

with the name of Allah the Most Merciful and the Most Beneficent

alhamdulillah..
sempat lg aku dipertemukan dgn bulan barakah ramadhan al-mubarak..
harap2 bulan mulia ni,dpt la aku cuba nk perbaiki diri yg serba x kena..
sempat lg nk rebuild balik iman yg dah makin suram..
dpt lg kesempatan nk kuatkan akidah yg rapuh..
still lg ad peluang utk pulihkan semangat utk hidup dlm dunia fana nih..
nk cuci sume kotoran daki hitam dlm hati tu..
nk rawat balik part2 yg luka t'cedera dlm setahun ni..
nk kembali balik pd jalan Dia yg lurus,yg selama ni aku harunginya dgn langkah yg bengkang-bengkok..

colourful ramadhan..

ibadah wajib dan sunat, insyaAllah..

let preserve the holy ramadhan..

happier life..(:

ramadhan,

semoga b'tambah amalan yg dilakukan..

semoga ia makin berkualiti..

semoga ia lebih b'kesan t'hadap diri..

semoga ia valid 100% layak diangkat ke langit tuhan..

ameen.. (:

jom!^^

of course,

wlupn iblis laknatullah dh dibelenggu,

kte still akn deal dgn musuh satu lagi..

NAFSU..

hurm,

mcm2 cabaran bulan pose nih!

sy dah b'sedia!

are you?

.:: smile ::.

with the name of Allah the Most Merciful the Most beneficent

 s . m. i. l. e. 

smile..

senyum..

kdg2 tanpa sedar bibir melakar senyuman..

yang pasti senyuman tu x pernah lari dari istilah 'gembira'..

'gembira' tu sendiri amat susah untuk diterjemahkan dlm bentuk perkataan..

becuz 'happy" is a feeling..

an emotion..

wic is sumthing u express it by smiling..laughing..

to put in words,

happiness is a state of mind where we are completely satiesfied with us,and our lives, and we are at peace with our self..

but i think,
thats not the type of my smile right now..
dia lebih kpd rs t'senyum kpd takdir..
hahaha,,phm x maksud dy cane?
huhu,
macam ni..
one day,u r so happy n full of joy n hope..then,suddenly,the light has been ripped from u..u feel so sad that makes u shiver becuz of the sadness n the grief inside u..(hiperbola sket!^^) but,eventhough u feel the lowest, u know that somehow,someday u will go over it..it is becuz deep down,u hold sumthing precious..a phrase from your creator,Allah S.W.T.,that He never give us a burden we cant ever carry it..so,somehow the phrase heals u..n then u smile,n u say to the world,"hey,u can let me down.but watch me rising!"n suddenly things happen around u wic r suppose to let u down again seems funny to u..

smile between the gloomies..(:

 have the brightest smile!

as a matter of fact,
i've got the idea to write about smile becuz of the song 'smile'~ charlie chaplin..
its a good song though..
im sure this song has soothen many hearts.. (:

SMILE-charlie Chaplin

Smile though your heart is aching

Smile even though it's breaking.

When there are clouds in the sky

you'll get by.



If you smile through your fear and sorrow

Smile and maybe tomorrow

You'll see the sun shining through

For you.



Light up your face with gladness,

Hide every trace of sadness.

Although a tear may be ever so near

That's the time you must keep on trying

Smile, what's the use of crying.

You'll find that life is still worthwhile-

If you just smile.

so dear people,
smile..
sbb kita hidup kt planet Bumi ni bukannye sorg2..
kita hidup ramai-ramai..
dan paling penting, kita hidup sama-sama.. (:

so,
no matter what happen,
azriatul farahain will always smiling..
weather its for her or for the people around her..
insyaAllah.. (:

i want to be remembered as the girl who always smiles even when her heart is broken..and the one that could always brighten up your day even if she couldn't

  brighten her own.. (: